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2009-08-28T20:27:00.001+08:00

hahaha shifted (:

http://akingforadad.livejournal.com/

2009-08-23T16:35:00.002+08:00

im done with studying
but not sure whether i can remember what i studied.
God has to help me(:

2009-08-19T17:04:00.002+08:00

today blogger looks normal heh
im bored.so bored from studying.
now that my brother is home, the modem gets switched on, im a goner.hahaha.distractions distractions.anyways im studying.yes im.i don know if you call it productive but wells.i just want my GPA to loooooooooook nicee(:
its like slog slog slog through 1/3 of poly education just so that 18 sept gpa looks nice and God can get all the glory right.
i must say that God has been so ever faithful for my assignments and projects. I don't get all As for them but im satisfied.The process was nyehh.haha (but creative proj was fun!)but all over and done with and i say i don regret anything.(:heh

when 26th august 11am comes.im winner

can go eat island creamery((:
go watch cinderella on ice((((((((((((:
find a job?haha idk im broke from cinderella on ice but its okay!its worth it hahahahaha.loves cinderella:D
ooo yes finish spiritual leadership.i never got down to finishing it.must finish it
AH and go sunway lagoon hahahahhahahahaa.how can i forget.yayness.im in a good mood now.laugh the stress away wheeeee

go ahead throw them at me.i have God to shelter me(:

2009-08-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

im worrying over things that i shouldn't worry about.
im feeling pressure over stuff i shouldn't feel pressure about
there's something wrong with me
help

all piled up

2009-08-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

lappie is scaring me.God please please please protect and bless this laptop(:
Thank you God.

hm.camp comm.exams.cg leading.family.

give me strength.

thank you(:

scold me please

2009-08-12T18:50:00.000+08:00

i need someone to scold me
to make me study
gosh

2009-08-11T11:09:00.002+08:00

handed in my essay.last assignment finally over.HAHAHA.lovely (:

3pm please

2009-08-10T20:34:00.000+08:00

I am done with my essay!!!HAHAHA.did my references real quick.haha referencing for books super shiok cos its so much simpler.haha.and yes.im REALLY going to watch cinderella on ice.so exciting hahahaha.love cinderella.love love.hahaha.

got my plan out for studying.feel better with a plan(:
this week school for 2days.SHIOK.but must study.heh
on a happier note, no more assignments.just exams.

memory here i come(:

Greater things have yet to come
Greater things are still to be done!
In this cityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2009-08-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

hahaha i just have to blog.although nobody's reading but NVM

hahaha today i finally sat in a car that has GRACE LOKE at the wheel.hahahahahah.and i was wah wow wah wow for half of the journey.haha cant help but think she's so cool eh. anyways im very excited cos im going to watch cinderella on ice on 2nd sept.so fun oh so fun.HAHAHA

im a very very happy kid now.cos i just went island for ice cream.milo pingpong and apple crumble hahaha.next time im going to eat nutella.(:
but FATS FATS FATS

hahaha now sadly.back to my essay

2009-08-07T17:14:00.000+08:00

im not tired and i thank You God for that. Now, I really need the mood and the wisdom to write my essay. My final term paper which i hope will boost my GPA.really need the mood and wisdom God.
I commit this assignment into Your hands.

1) Complete my essay
2) Settle some logs stuff and prepare discussion
3) Study for Intro to Psychology exam
4) Study for Intro to Sociology exam

i miss cf heh

2009-08-06T19:28:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA

okay you know there's this game the np students play everyday?its called see who presses the bell first.from the very first day of school, I knew that one day.just one day i will miss the bus stop because all of us assumed that the other np students will press the bell.

yup and it happened lor.monday hannah and i go school. 2 184s came at the same time.so we took the one at the back.then got very few np students.THEN none of us press the bell and because the bus stop was too packed with other buses. this bus driver just drove past the bus stop.

me: oh my gosh,oh my gosh
hannah: relax relax,(in her mind, she thought we were on the np shuttle)
(behind us)
np students: oh my gosh oh my gosh

haha so we walked back from the KAP bus stop. winners lahh we.

ANYWAYS!hahahah my last group presentation for the sem is over!!HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAH.happiness.now im left with my essay and rragh the dreaded exams.hur.must mug le.

haha im watching likeable or not.and baihu so poor thing.i just have to say it.HEH

2009-08-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

there are many things to thank God for.and i know that i should thank God in all circumstances.but now, i really just want to cry.i need ice cream.i need a mask.literally

2009-07-31T13:38:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA

SEE THE WEEK IS OVER

HEH IM MAD FROM FLASH AND DREAMWEAVER

MEHHH

anyways, wed was school u day and it was quite funny.hahhaha. and im not sick.hahahahhaha.yay.

frisbee training ytd was fun but tiring.but still sweating it out was shiok.LALALALLALALALALALALA

2009-07-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

this week is going to pass fast.from what i see, it will

2009-07-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

happy birthday kor!:D

i realise that logs have quite little to do.hahaha.good lahh.less pressure.why why why must the psychology presentation be postponed!i want to get it over and done with!haha my thoughts are all over the place. actually they always are whenever i blog. today's lights fun fun.haha got chase lights to play with!!i like(:

i slept 8 hours last night.so din do work this morning.but thank God for the 8 hours

exams coming.website due soon. essay due soon too.God help me

2009-07-20T10:32:00.001+08:00

today is monday
i want to go home.i don really want to go training today.no mood.
if not i just want to train and zao home
like really zao
rraghhh

2009-07-15T15:53:00.002+08:00

many many things to do. but im tired. my brain has slowed down. i feel drained.abit.
i need to get back the ability to smile and laugh without restraint.
i don need sleep.
i just need a hug
some cooperation
some effort from you all
thankyouverymuch

2009-07-10T17:57:00.002+08:00

today
i learnt a few things
number one
never try to be a middle person because people get unhappy when they get the wrong idea or become overly sensitive
number two
never cry in front of anyone
number three
never have expectations of kids
number four
chrysan needs to throw

2009-07-07T00:17:00.002+08:00

im not really supposed to be here.but rragh.

today i got cranky. i was in a foul mood.and i still am.heh
frisbee was fun.got to sweat alot.8 rounds around main field!hahahah feeling accomplished. Scrimmage hm. i cant cut fast enough and im always cutting wrongly :( boo-ness. what am i still doing here

goodbye

2009-07-05T18:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMIN!:DDDD

hahaha 17 already.just like me!(: haha surprise for jiamin before her duty started was failure. my bad. don know how to plan properly.but nevertheless i hope you like the slippers, the cake and the surprise(:hahaha the cake is really awesome.i want it for my birthday next year!chor nice.

heard something bad yesterday and whenever im reminded of it, i cant help but think of the worse case senario and cry ):

2009-07-03T21:10:00.002+08:00

today's lms was a waste of time. and i mean a waste of time. mr kuek just told us to brush up our report and consult him. after 2min of consultation, we were passed and then i happily spent the rest of the lesson(3&1/2hours) watching videos, doing research and drafting logs list

wake up so early and then like that.rragh.

anyways!i shall list the stuff to do so i can refer here as a checklist

1) Tidy up logs meeting discussion and do up the minutes
2) Email shukun and team
3) Interview 4 people for sociology proposal
4) Look for caterers
5) Research for term paper (written communications)
6) Prep for creative project
7) Video for LMS

alrights i shall finish up one, two ,part of three and abit of five by tonight

i had ice cream just now.YAYNESS:DDDD

2009-06-27T23:57:00.002+08:00

i am selfish

i have been selfish

its not good.

i have to learn from many people. How to be a better person.a better daughter.a better sister.a better friend.a better __________

hm.yeah.loads of things to learn. help me GOD

2009-06-25T17:04:00.002+08:00

this week is packed.haha.hardly had any myself time.meaning time to stone and just haha i feel like using the word emo.but no.chrysan doesn't emo.hahahah.anyways monday and tuesday were fun fun fun!:DD

haahha T03 chalet!wii makes my arm ache now. frisbee scimmage today didn't but wii did hahaha.wii so fun!classmates even more fun!haha.im like high on doing references.heh.night cycling was fun.i just wonder when will the letter from the police come.so sui!kena caught for after 11 still wandering outside.so irritating but wells, din do anything wrong so we're safe haha. bbq was like awesome because there was so much nice food:Dstingray!!

and and and i had ice cream for 4days straight!im a happy kid.(a fat one too heh)

finished my essay PLUS REFERENCES.WHEEE

2009-06-12T14:10:00.002+08:00

haha im like typing for myself to read but doesn't matter(:

decided to read sirius blog and all the old old entries. Read jess' blog(old) and made me laugh.heh.its like i miss np.haha kind of.hm i miss cedar.i miss the crap and i miss the days when we say we're stressed but yet can still slack like nobody's business.haha

anyways!the mob team's leaving tmr so exciting eh.i miss mob.today is miss alot of things day.heh.rragh i want to play mahjong but san que yi.dang it.

im all over the place.

2009-06-09T20:28:00.002+08:00

happy birthday junie(: happy birthday dajie(:
HAHAHA ITABS common test is over!!and i actually dreamt of the the test layout the night before lahh.haha cool stuffs. I dreamt that the whole test was mainly made up of majority MCQs and when i flipped to the back of the paper, only 3open ended questions!hahahah.
actual:kind of the same but the second last page got one more open ended.haha.quite accurate eh.i bet its God trying to calm me down cos i was freaking out over the irritating concept check questions.(: God is so so so so AWESOME

anyway after the test, we went to holland to celebrate dajie and junie's birthdays.haha they sama sama birthday.had swensens and the one for one promotion quite cool haha ended up paying less than what we were each supposed to pay.then we went shopping muahahaha.so many things to see yknow!!!feel so out of touch with shopping but i got the touch back today heh

so exciting!this week is relax week before i start to chiong again for projects and all that rubbish.heh.

oh i have a cool yay.haha.

2009-06-06T21:22:00.002+08:00

haha im very proud of my sec 3s. okay of course not only them but also the other sec 3s in the 94 batch. well done lovely people and OF COURSE WELL DONE BROTHER!yay!

hahahahaha im supposed to be studying ITABS now but i've decided that i should touch this dying thing here.yes.presentations are done, common tests on monday and tuesday den the break starts.haha supposedly a break lahh but got to study for community services.haha,there's something wrong with me. heh

anyway anyway i lost 5 kg since i entered ngee ann.how awesome is that!i lose the 5kg but i don look like i lost any weight.hur.still look as fat even after climbing the hills.okay maybe i din climb the hill everyday but still!okays time to study ITABS.here we go.system software!

2009-05-25T11:09:00.002+08:00

im becoming more and more attached to my lappie.hahahaha its the most awesome thing lahh.i kind of miss my boss.haha one day i must go and visit her heh.give her hello kitty.and yes chrysan is a happy girl cos its elearning and i finally got to sleep till 9.30am today!HAHAHAHAAHA.and the projects are somewhat done.yay yay yay

cant wait for wed 10am to come(:

): just heard bad stuff.mehh

2009-05-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

my orrhh cheh disappeared.haha.
i have my frisbee!:))yay yay yay can practice on weekends and play
the proposal's handed in!(:i want an A
Newsletter is 7/8 done yay
next week is e learning week no school yay
but got presentations to do so still must go back boo
but once week 6 is over and done with, i can study and do revision for common test week ((:
we can do this yup yup can.

Thank You God for putting everything in place for me, for my lovely classies and calming me down(:
for the awesome friends i have and my dearest cell group ((:

i tell you frisbee is darn fun.sweating it out feels GOOD.hahaha lovely!

2009-05-12T22:53:00.002+08:00

woah i tell you
i have this super nice and big orhhh chei aka blueblack on my wrist
looks like a birthmark heh
i must take photo of it before it disappears!hahahahahah
and yes assignments are many many but i can do it
The joy of the Lord is my strength!
yay we all can do it.jiayou!:D

2009-05-07T00:07:00.001+08:00

great i got into the interview for talent development scholarship and now i don know whether to be happy or not.heh

2009-05-04T21:37:00.003+08:00

i had a really memorable birthday this year and its all thanks to my family, sec 3 cell group and my dear girlfriends(:
thankyou for making my day and cheering me up.thankyou!
and of course not forgetting my darling classmates and groupmates((:They sang birthday song for me and got me a cake.made my day:DDand today i got a carebear hahaha a lighter orange one(:hannah,gladys and jiamin got me a darker orange one.hehso 2 ORANGE carebears!

and kor got me a keychain that looks like me.hahahaha chor cute.thankyou kor.

yup so here goes my birthday
woke up,read textbook,then went out with mum and dad!:DD
hahahah i love going out with my parents.and i got a book(:ask me whats that book and i'll tell you HEH
den we shopped until about 4plus ish and headed home.i tell you at that point in time i super stressed cos it hit me that we couldn't get through organisation and scared scared.so went home and yup as i stepped into the house right,balloons started falling from the second floor and i was like stunned.den came down one whole string of people (my lovely sec3s and girlfriends).felt so touched lahh.even garfield came((:haha make me cry but yup i was really happy.thankyou sec3s thankyou girls thankyou mummy papa yiyi brother.appreciate what you all did for me

then we played catching!wahahahah and the girls slept over:Dso there's my eventful birthday,the extent the people who cared about me went and yup im blessed.really blessed.

im 17!
and i have a whole bunch of people who love me
thank you God

2009-05-01T10:00:00.002+08:00

today i turn 17.hm getting old.
every year,my birthday is a holiday but but somehow as the years go by, this birthday of mine becomes a day for me to do work and forget that i was born __how many years ago.
but anyways,T03 was nice yesterday(:haha they're always nice heh but yeah they surprised me with a birthday song and a slice of cake.thank you nicole,jessie,karen and junie(:thank you for making my day along with T03.

school's getting hectic but i know that God's in control so I really have nothing to fear.as far as i put in my best, God will do the rest!and yup thank you james for joining frisbee with me haha.appreciate it!:D

now im going to revise my psychology and sociology so see ya!

2009-04-24T09:42:00.002+08:00

yup im in school now and having some teabreak thingy.
and i found this on the daily bread website dated yesterday though.

The devil is content to let us profess christianity as far as we do not practice it.

makes me wonder if im only professing and not practicing but one thing that I am sure of is I take my faith seriously and I have seen how God blesses me in the many areas of my life.It rocks to know how I have a Daddy up there who loves me so very much.

yup He goes before every rise and fall
and He's always in control ((:

2009-04-06T19:58:00.003+08:00

heh

im going to shut this thing down soon.cos too dead for words

anyways,korea was pretty fun and im proud of myself cos i sat on the roller coaster which has a 77 degree drop.wahahaha.feel darn brave but tsk courage isn't measured like that.and and and i saw snow!:Dhahahahah but i din exactly feel very thrilled when i saw it.maybe too small and too light.cannot form snow man.nyehh

i got to meet my darling classies last friday!(:haha jc life sounds fun but stressful.heh pros and cons.pros and cons.miss going shopping with them,going east coast.GOING FOR RECESS.

school's starting soon and i cant wait!i don even feel like a student anymore and life is passing by just like that.no good no good.im itching to get my hand to hold a pen and take notes.heh.wells when the time comes,i'll be singing a different tune lor.AND im afraid i have no friends.like lonely lonely.at least hannah has like ten thousand friends in ngee ann already which is good for her.pray pray.

2009-03-06T11:11:00.002+08:00

i am going to korea

which is very random

heh

cool slot in since after my work finishes, i will be bumming around

okay no im supposed to slowly adapt back to school and go for orientation and dadada

im not thinking straight.hm i want a lot of things yknow.feeling very materialistic right now.

like i want shoes, a bag for poly and more t shirts.hee

anyway!i was working in west mall the past 4days and i had 2sets of customers who were very cute(:
one,he wanted to buy a present for his wife's birthday so he asked me to choose for him.and whatever I said,he just ok.he's super sweet to his wife lahh.and he's not very young lor.sweet sweet sweet.he told me wife is for you to be nice to.MUST LOVE WIFE.

then i made friends with 2students.aha.they very fun to talk to.very cute.they are like 2 years my junior only!heh.okay lahh temporary friends.and they kept calling me jiejie.hahaha felt good lahh maybe cos my brother so long din call me lo.no we din fight just that everyday by the time i reach home,he's sleeping.sad right.

i want i want i want

bag
shoes(the north star kind.but of cos not that ex)
tops.--whoa my tops are all faded from work

2009-02-09T11:20:00.002+08:00

and to think they are supposed to be kept within the four walls.hm

yesterday's business was whoa.din know valentine's day could really make people spend and spend and spend.and i finally hit commission amount hahaha in a very very very long time.so thrilling when there are many customers(rush rush rush) and its always so satisfying when you persuade a customer to buy the product.heh.hopefully later's business will be equally good then time will just whizz past (:

sunday service was good(:i like it :D

things i want to do:
1)watch ice age 1,2,3
2)go to the zoo
3)go blading.argh after so long!
4)meet table partner for lunch
5)meet jiamin for lunch
6)paint my room orange
7)shopping!
8)do math
9)bum around at home for a day
10)play hide and seek

2009-02-02T11:59:00.002+08:00

ah today ALL my classmates are going to school.hahaha but im not rotting away lahh.OH.

I am officially a np

psychology&community services(PCS)student ((:

yup abit the late.heh.i couln't feel that excitment and ultra happiness when i first read the sms.but of course im happy to get in.just the thought of the next 3 years of theories and reports intimidates.aha

adult transport fares are scary.for the first time in my life yesterday, when i tapped my card.it was a beep.not beep beep.ahhhhhh.and mans i still have to travel to work leh.argh argh argh.its so unfair!!!!what makes LTA think tt poly students are richer than jc students huh!

anyways i hope that all my friends going to jc have lots of fun.(:

i love fantasy shows!!

2009-01-21T10:55:00.004+08:00

i read the many blogs of people and i realise how much i miss out on because of work.ehh but what to do,poly expenses many many.and i've decided that i shall not let mummy and papa pay for my laptop.and i don want to shop with my parents' money.either i buy through my own ability or else i don buy at all.after all,why should they give me more money to spend when i get pocket money.

i miss talking to kor

2009-01-17T11:51:00.002+08:00

hahaha.this is post 111.eh sounds like nanny 911.heh.

anw mr kang's dinner was fun fun fun.hahahah can meet up with my lovely classies again.play catching.play with cute little tristen.4I is just awesome.we're one of a kind.mr kang,you wun ever meet a class like us again.so remember us!wahahahahaa

oh dear.i hungry le.bye

2009-01-13T10:31:00.002+08:00

im satisfied with my results.THANK GOD.THANK GOD.THANK GOD.
l1r4 :7

i have 10 minus 4 for l1r5.hahahaha 6pts!sounds so nice but no its ten lahh.and thats what I asked God for--don ask me why i din ask God for 8 or less--anyway during my english papers,i did not finish my paper one which means my free writing was incomplete and i crapped through my entire situational report writing.so i cried and ya like everything was hopeless and im going to get like some f9 for english.but prayer works!!(:told God how i just wanted at least a B that i really needed that miracle.and like how God always gives more than enough,i got an a1 for english.chor amazing!im so so so so grateful to God that He always has His plans for me and He is always so good to me.

and so i've submitted my choices and PCS!!(:so exciting i really cant wait! :D

2009-01-08T09:24:00.002+08:00

alright!its been a week and one day since 2009 started.hahahaa.and i've been spending my time working.but its a not too bad a job since i have pretty nice and funny bosses.

so many things have happened,i don know where to start.how about escape with eu and friends(:it was pretty fun.the company but the theme park is BLEH.the viking was ruined by some vulgar girl but the thrill was pretty much the best.heh.and we went for wet and wild.wahahahha.i took it with rowheenee.and we photoed on the way to the dadada uphill thing.best.and we were so wet!the other pple dint seem so wet!whoa soaked like anything.go kart too!mini F1 among us girls((:

then jiatian and i took the aeroplanes!but felt so cheated cos we thought its the kind can control up down ourselves.boo!oh also have the bumper boats!whahaha.my love!like small kids like that,rohini jiatian and me.shooting at each other,ganging up against the other kids and shooting at our dear entertainment.hahahah.fun fun fun.but wet all over again.tsktsk.

ohh den came the mad rush to watch movie with jess.hahaha,quite funny we ended up watching bedtime stories.cos yesman was soldout.hrumph.so i still want to watch yesman if its still in the cinemas.hweh

countdown.girls came to my place had sleepover.pretty dry one but we had fun.i think.haha.actually,whats the point of countdown.like 10987654321 happy new year!like huh.and yeah 010109 i started work.

OH i think saturday's dinner was great(:haha,chomp chomp stingray and hokkien mee!!yay they rock.and p6 teamleaders gathering soon.haha cant wait to see them.like they must be really pretty now.

and GOD IS GOOD.i prayed that i'll hit sales target and i did!yay God is amazing.like hitting target on weekdays?we don even get that good a sale on weekends.see God's good.and i have nice bosses at least they don scold me like crap. (:
and i learn new things everyday!hahaha,all kinds of people i meet.i sound like im promoting my job but ah wells,im blessed to even have a job.when people come in and ask me if got vacancy,i always feel very fortunate.hahaha.

results!! :D

2008-12-29T11:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday, brother bought a tortoise.i call him kangkong.but my brother has other ideas.heh.he's super adorable.sleeps all the time in all kinds of positions.and brother is serious about tortoise.hahaha.hopefully tortoise doesn't grow too fast ((:

2008-12-25T13:14:00.002+08:00

today is CHRISTmas day.so happy birthday Jesus!(:

so, there were stuffs bothering me last night.haha but im happy that garfield called to talk.so im better now.hahaha.its like i cannot understand why im the clown for them to make a joke out of.ah but well,today is a happy day!so no one should try to spoil my mood (:

i cant wait for victor's wedding.i want to go for a wedding.weddings are just so so so fun!hahhahaha.6more months.yay!and yay!next tue im going to escape with my darling classmates!hahahahahaahaa.exciting!okay escape isn't comparable to sunway or genting but the company's cool(:lalalala

and argh im getting scared of poly projects.they sound like big spoilers!boo.but don care,i cant stand jc anyway,so poly is still where im heading.my thoughts are all over the place cause i feel like saying i want to watch bedtime stories and yesman!!!!!!!!!!i want i want i want i want.

2008-12-22T11:11:00.019+08:00

photos!from graduation,genting and KL (:

whoa, i cant believe i had the patience to load all these.heh.but anw who sees them?well well well,God is awesome.That you really cant deny.later.

2008-12-10T11:56:00.002+08:00

today is wednesday.between my last post and now,i did quite abit of stuffs.heh. this is one lonely blog.but nvm.

almost one week since i came back from KL,sunway lagoon.AWESOME FUN!it was that bit weird initially seeing all the small friends grow so big,that slight awkwardness but it all worked out.i guess its not that difficult to click again and talk and play together.that four days were just fun.i felt like i could really just be myself and have all the childish fun in catching, hide&seek, playing uno.laughing without caring.it almost made me feel like going back.almost.heh.i miss them.

seeing joseph,samuel,anthonia,amelia,lemuel,ester(who's such a big girl now)feels good.they are the ones who know what i want from my expressions and really caring for me even though i've not seen them for 3,4 years.

day one.spent half the day on the bus.shopped and night,went to samuel's room to play.
day two.theme park!!!!

hahahahahahaahahah.theme parks are the best things ever invented.i love them like crazy.the rides at sunway were so much more thrilling. like pirates revenge.aha.samuel and joseph's face turned red from turning upside down.and all because im the only girl who loves such rides,i have to take them alone with the guys and it makes me like the outstanding odd one out.but joseph sat with me so din feel so alone.if sheryl went, all the better.hahahaha.patrick the starfish.he's so cute.so scared but yet want to show off.he's just hilarious.made my day.he has a good heart (: and he's so cute.water slides were awesome(: and i managed to finally persuade ester and amelia to go on the slides also.yay they had fun!so proud of them(:

day three.went ice skating for the afternoon.and we played catching after the resurfacing of the ice!fun fun fun.i love catching.its never too old to play k!watching samuel try to run on the ice is just funny.cannot stop laughing.and then wham!somebody fell and kicked me.hahaha.ended up bruising my head and arm.tsk!so malu!but that afternoon was fun(:

day three night.we went to samuel's room to play,then went for archery.so much for archery lessons in school.my arrows were all over the place.not proud of myself.evan was good.she had like her arrows concentrated within one circle.cool stuffs(:then,we went to watch a live ice hockey match.so exciting!the score was 3:1 and the girls just loved chow the goalkeeper.he's darn funny to watch.but sad we had to go back to the room. ): i would really want to know who won leh.but anws after we went back to the room for say 15minutes?we came out again to catch bolt.that dog show.but quite cool cos in m'sia its in 3D.nice nice.the hamster was just cute.hahhahahaha.rhino the hamster.joke.
played somemore till late until i couldn't take it and i went to sleep.

day four: boo!back to reality.

so that was my four days of awesome fun.and my dear 92'girls,i did not disappear.i was in KL.and i missed the fun you all had ): hweh

friday: sleepover at tiff's house.over her dead body is funny.alot like love has too much kissing.really.too much.the other boelyn sister is interesting but tragic.heh.lets see i gave up by the time i reached 1/4 of the other boelyn sister(third show-i was still awake for the first 2 shows!)

monday!leaders retreat.it was fun.interesting.jon mann is just the cutest baby on this planet.hahahahaa.big dave small dave is just funny.and the wrestling!ahhh.catching was just screaming fun!being chased by big kor and big jon is scary.but fun fun(:like i said.i love catching.heh.

tue,wed: i rot

thu!cgls training.i lil bit nervous.heh.and im going to miss p6 class gathering.boos!clashes are so disheartening.

fri!camp!!exciting but im feeling lazy to go run around singapore if there's a need to.fat and lazy.hee

okay thats it.im hungry.bye!

2008-11-20T15:08:00.002+08:00

back from genting

hahaha.it was AWESOME.the bus trip was pretty entertaining.like an airplane that does not fly.personal entertainment system eh.cool right.haha.i think i sound like a frog in a well.the weather there was perfect.loves to the weather.misty pretty cooling ((:

second day, brother and me went to the theme park.lalalaala.theme park theme park.spinner(the swings thingy)was fun fun fun.but somehow the other roller coasters weren't as thrilling as before.flying dragon was rubbish.like my brother says,its a fast monorail.thank God we dint queue long for it.ohhhh and warning don go for crazy science lab.its its i don know what to say.infer for yourself from this.

-when the ride ended,the guy beside me was like,'has the ride started yet?'

INFER (:

anyways.brother and i got addicted to cockscrew.super fun!oh and the signature attraction,flying coaster,it was scary but very fun!you lie down in this cage like thingy then you get zoomed around,turning upside down randomly.gosh.super fun!

photos next time.i cant wait for sunway lagoon.and i still need a job.im rotting.

under the brown bush,under the tree
johnny broke a bottle and he blamed it on me
i told my papa,i told my ma
johnny got a spanking on his chachacha

nobody does this song with me le.

2008-11-16T17:34:00.002+08:00

OFFICIAL FREEDOM

haha.this post is late.but no one comes here nowadays anyway.nvm

thu 13th nov 2008.whoa.i couldn't stop smiling to myself when the invigilator went time's up.hahahahaha.super happy.(: went to eunos to meet haopengyou with deb and eu.and we had sushi(:hahahah.sushi 3days straight!but rain rain rain.boos.went to east coast and bowled.haha.somehow not as fun as the previous time.eh BUT cycling was fun!at least i thought it was.did the double cycle with hao peng you and we dint dare to stop after we started peddling.super funny.but we have quite abit of 默契.dint fall (:then with deb.haha.she's good.

that night.went to sakura for buffet.cool place but the variety also not say very fantastic.haha im probably saying this because they din really have my favourite foods.but the dory fish and lime ice cream nice(: ate quite a lot i think heh now i got to go run like mad chicken to make up for the fats.i think i'll swim and go run downstairs.shed those blubber!!

o o oh.joshua came to stay last week!(:he's so guai and sensible.haha.but he makes me feel old when i play computer games with him.heh.like i very ignorant and all.i miss him.going swimming with him was fun.heh.but he's a very good swimmer.training for gold star le.i swim slower than him!argh.throw face.wake up call to exercise.whee

i think i miss o's.abit.abit only.having all the time in the world makes me feel so useless.i want to busy myself with something meaningful.not just rot in front of the tv and computer watching vids.need a job.money's draining out of my account bleh

TOMORROW!
go genting.yay yay yay!!!!hahahahahaa.cant wait.you have no idea how much i love theme parks.not escape theme park!!thats uh not really what i call theme park fun.haha.then comes sunway lagoon with old old friends.cant wait to see them!miss those 'catching' days.cant wait!

uh.my superman song.haha.cant seem to catch angel online.wonder if she watches legend of the brown sugar.cause nobody around me other than my brother watches it.

OH YOU.go watch trick.its a jap show.its nice ((:

2008-11-12T20:37:00.002+08:00

im disappointed with my chem paper one.disappointed with myself.irritated at the mistakes i made.argh argh argh.hurmph

at 9am tmr,i will taste official freedom!hahahah!!yay.but im not done with bio.and i really don feel like studying bio le.(not that i studied.heh)boo.i hope i will forget all about o's until 12jan09.haha.anyways im excited about the mission trip which is not finalised.spend my vacation meaningfully.heh.and get away from rushy pushy singapore.haha maybe give a break to people who are tired of seeing me.hweh.but i know my darling family will miss me((: hahahaha.jealous?be!

(: 9am 13th nov!!

2008-10-24T21:20:00.002+08:00

im not prepared
maybe at the end of the year,i'll still be unprepared
hur

i maluated myself twice this week.or maybe more.ah what can you expect from me.

1)din see a cat,walked past a cat,cat dashed across.screamed and jumped around like mad chicken.fortunately unglam in front of friendcy friends only.heh

2)bus breaks.EMERGENCY.tumbled and fell.pomp!tell me how humiliating can that get in a super crowded bus?heh.but nevermind,its quite funny.thank God there's lorraine,debbie and rohini.

quite satisfied with the papers so far.except english.disastrous.don know what was i doing.heh.im not in the mood to blog.hur.i want watch tv.bye!

oh DONT ask me about english.i'll ignore you.

2008-10-20T19:59:00.001+08:00

i messed up on sat ):

2008-10-16T19:30:00.002+08:00

i don know if you're forgetting me on purpose or by accident.i don know if im still needed.i don know if i've reached an end.but whatever it is,i prefer things told to me in the face.

hur

i still want my oreo cheesecake

2008-10-09T14:36:00.002+08:00

woah.im getting tired of love story(after listening to it for the past 6weeks and advertising it)but its still a very nice song ((: thankyou jessica for telling it to me!hahaha you got jiatian,debbie,eunice and me all crazy about the song.and the music video is just sweet.so romantic and lovely.haha well done taylor swift,you got me listening to your song on repeat mode.hahahah.need to break for a while before listening to the song again.heh.awesome song((:

was just reading my mob journal just now and recalled the funny incidents during the trip.like the sink's stopper getting jammed and gladys and i trying to use the plunger to suck it out.wonder if gladys still remembers though.heh.scary but i remember laughing because of gladys' reactions.i miss mob.i miss mob.hur.

its like seconds to o's but im not in the momentum yet.bad bad.baby steps into it but still steps.haha.

haopengyou(: i need that drama marathon.hk dramas so nice!and i like boqiao now.hahaha.chen jian feng.im making a list of all the shows to watch after o's.hahaha.everything after o's,so many things to do.

i want oreo cheesecake!crave crave crave.

2008-10-07T13:07:00.001+08:00

hahahaah.made my day :D

2008-10-04T22:22:00.002+08:00

today - graduation day

heh.i cant help starting my post with a heh.but whatever it is,today was graduation and it was quite a funny process.like my hair messy anot?and then we all kena walk past this fan which blew the hair all over the place.face.facing the wrong camera and bowing at the wrong times.haha.then the finale where the cohort had to get up the stage and sing.rragh it was like sauna.darn hot.no mood to cry cos of the heat.haha.

but we cried in the end when we watched the video and realised that no more 4i having lessons together.so sad but friends don just end because school ends,right?hahaha,im feeling crazy from all the food i ate.but i don think im talking crap.whahahaha

my saturday:
graduation - morning
mock exam - afternoon missed tm! ):
class dinner- evening to night

class dinner was fun.there was so much food!yay.stingray is nice.but chomp chomp was just too crowded.crowded and smoky but thats part of the fun.heh.wah wish there's such class dinners every year.so fun!!pity my stuuupid cough just won't go away.if not i can eat so much more good food!

you cant get the whole world to like you.but if nobody hates you or find you irritating,i think thats an achievement (:

but not me.i don seem capable of that.heh

2008-10-01T20:10:00.002+08:00

one more official day of study.2days to graduation.rraggh.i thought i was going to celebrate but now im feeling sad that i've got to leave cedar and 4i !!4i's a really darling and lovely class.although we are not the best class at academics but we have fun in lessons and i know teachers just love us.ehheh.hur hurh uhruhr.im going to miss all the fun and laughter.the stupid things that we do.the silent rebuttals that we make.rraggh!

haha.cedar was my choice because i fell in love with the clock tower.hahaha.silly reason right.other schools also have clock towers ah.but somehow cedar's clock tower seemed so majestic and pretty.it WAS white and i loved it white.but then they painted it yellow and it put me off!a little but thats not the point here.i remember reporting to cedar after the allocation was done and thinking to myself 'whoa,4years.how long will it be before the folders in my report card are filled?'and yesterday,my report card's folders are all filled.with one last folder for saturday.time passed so so so so so fast!cedar is such a protected environment.i wonder how im going to adapt to non cedarian life next year.heh.

table partner!you know something?when i read your tags,i wanted to cry.as sqmates,we were never close.but because we became table partners as well,life was just so much more colourful.im soooo sorry that i shifted in the last term last year!you've got to understand im slightly deprived when it comes to height (: im going to miss the times when we go 'tomorrow would be better',when we sing hairspray together and LOVE STORY!im going to miss you girl.thankyou for being my table partner,sqmate,classmate,friend.

for now,lets all work hard!
to be a class,better than the rest.

2008-09-28T18:53:00.002+08:00

sick.tired.found out things that if i had not known them,i'll probably be happier

threw up.go away.

2008-09-26T23:34:00.002+08:00

school has been crazy.esp math.mock papers,mock papers and more mock papers.i don mind but im feeling the draining of brain cells.hrummphhhh.whinnnnne!im not studying as much as i should but like what so many people have told me,you will never feel prepared.so all the more i must prepare alot alot right.i don know what nonsence am i babbling.im sleepy tired and nightmaring every night.crazy.God give me some nice dreams.

what am i talking.seriously.oh the font changed.argh.forget it.got class photos!i want show you.i have a lovely class.bought ticket to maid in singapore.i want to know what was on that thing.i want A1s for both math.i want A1 for humanities.i want at least an A2 for english and chem each.i want i want i want.did slides tonight.did math tonight.need sleep tonight.

mock paper tmr.
71%and above.

goodnight.
no head no tail post.
goodnight
see you tmr
byebye

rragh.its only o's.why am i like that?something wrong.its only o's

2008-09-12T17:42:00.002+08:00

haha.so my results are backkk.
in comparison with MYE 2008,im quite satisfied with my results.haha.THANK GOD!!:D

MYE 2008
english (C6)
HMT 68 (B3)
emath 85 (A1)
amath 70 (A2)
ss lit 64 (B4)
geog 64 (B4)
chem 35 (F9)
bio 53 (C6)
chinese(express) (A1)

L1R5: 19

PRELIM 2008
english 68.7 (B3)
HMT (B3) cant remember the mark
emath 70.7 (A2)
amath 78 (A1)
sslit 68 (B3) ss:A2 lit:B4 ):
geog 72 (A2)
chem 65 (B3)
bio 48 (D7)
chinese(express) (A1)

L1R5: 12
L1R4: 9

haha.just look at bio.hrumph.i think im giving it up already.rragh.since EYE last year,it has been fail,pass,fail.if continue like that,maybe 'o'levels i'll pass!wahaha.but that better not happen for chem.cos the pattern is opposite.

yay.chem is yay(:im happy cos i jumped 6grades.and english i improved!thank you God.im really really very grateful.although my L1R5 aim for prelims was 10,12 is really a bonus since i did super late studying.heh!

actual 'o's,my L1R5 shall be 8 and less.help me God,like You always do(:

jiayou!!

2008-09-07T19:25:00.002+08:00

ihatecoughmixture

it makes me drowsy ):

been feeling lethargic lately.other than sitting and stoning and staring at my darling,i cant seem to make myself do anything.my throat hurt through my sept hols and just as when i thought it was over(from the lovely yesterday without pain),it came back this morning!rragh.and i just couldn't open my eyes no matter what.hrumph.missed service.missed worship.boo!

tmr,i get back results.wonder what will be my L1R5.i really hope it will be better than mid years.im really worried about emath.i know i shouldn't worry but ________.

i admit defeat,i've lost.
no matter how hard i try,it just doesn't work out.when im myself,i don feel like people like it(it hurts).when im not myself,people seem to like it better.but i don enjoy it.argh.don know what im babbling.what eu said was right.

sometimes,we try too hard.

2008-09-02T17:06:00.002+08:00

wah im on the verge of no voice.and im addicted to hot shot.hahaha.xiaozhu play basketball so funny.love the victory dance thingy.its so comical.at least to me it is lor.heh.superman!

yeah 我是SUPERMAN
yeah 我是SUPERMAN
yeah 我是SUPERMAN
yeah 你是LOSER

haha.one week break and im slacking sooooo much.okay!after this post,i shall go drink water and bathe.throat sooooo pain!

2008-08-28T20:28:00.002+08:00

just came back from a long day out at east coast.but had such a wet start.boo.rain rain rain.hur

but it stopped after breakfast!heh.the sun came out but the guy wun rent blades to us.so went bowling.haha.quite addictive,played 2 games and the guy at the counter was damn nice.haha.he's friendly.then cos the ground dried up,we went to rent blades and bikes.the 2 hours were fun.jiatian and eunice learning how to blade and i got to blade after don know how many many eons passed.

lunched,went to bowl again.hahaha.told you the guy was nice,he waived the fee for shoe rental(:and the last 2 games were more or less more rewarding cos we learnt how to bowl properly from one of the zai pple there and not tycoing.

thank God there's kor to ask for directions haha.if not i'll get my friends lost.heh.thank God for people to go out with.thank God for allowing me to find my umbrella.thank God for letting me find my ngee ann bottle(i like alot alot.haha)thank God im still alive.thank God for the 3days break.thank God thank God.

tmr's teachers day celebrations and i don know what time school ends.how to go back to nps leh.haha.one step at a time(:

2008-08-27T09:50:00.002+08:00

wahahahahahaahah.yes!
prelims are over.now i just got to enjoy myself abit and then face the horrors of horrors of my results.went to school on monday for an hour to shade some circles and then freedom!!!!!

went to bugis to shop heh but it was way to early.and i was just mentioning to sam that i feel like cutting my hair but like nothing to cut.ok so since nothing to see and shop,thought of watching movie but who knows while we were walking to the theatre,this guy and girl stopped us and talked like a whole load of english?hahaha.accent too heavy cant make out what she's saying.apparently their models(for hairstyling)couldn't make it last minute so were asking us if we can help them.some toni&guy academy thingy.haha they promised no drastic cuts so eunice and i went lor.we took like 2hours plus so poor sam and haopengyou.waited so long for us.

the washing hair so shiok.so fun.felt like a queen there.but the guy took so long to cut!cut abit den go find trainer.then after 2hours the hair like never cut at all!hahaha.but it was quite fun.no drastic cuts mah.heh.and i have nothing to lose.its a free haircut!wahahahaha.

after that 2hours,shops all open already so went to lunch at pastamania.then shopped at bugis street and watched meet dave.its quite funny i guess.but don know why i couldn't laugh.its a nice show really!i found it funny leh but don know why cant laugh.haopengyou laughed until stomachache somemore.hahaha.

yup so thats day one enjoyment done.lets see what should i do today?youtube,junk,swim?hahahaha.wheee

2008-08-21T14:12:00.002+08:00

a lovely nine marks gone from misinterpreting that irritating question.mueh boo!

im really bored.don feel like touching lit.went to shukun's blog just now and saw Miss Lim's photo.hahaha see her photo got soooo many awana memories!the leaders there were all so nice and funny.i remember the games,bible story time,short discussions,teatime and shopping day!hahahaha.all the token money that we were awarded then we can go shopping!i still have the teddy bear calender that we bought from shopping day(: plus the birthday cards,farewell present.i still keep.hahaha.miss those days.really felt genuinely loved then.

things get different when we grow older.and somehow i feel friendless.like there's no one i can really turn to scream and wail and cry and go out with.its so sad.

raindrops are falling on my head

2more!

2008-08-20T19:25:00.002+08:00

I cannot say that God is on my side
but i can only humbly pray that im on God's side.

this is a punch in my face.i've always thought how God will bless me and sometimes i really take Him for granted.or should i say most of the time.God doesn't HAVE to bless me.its only when i choose to love Him wholeheartedly and serve Him,to seek after Him,lead a God honouring life will God 'be on my side'.no.these are not conditions before God will love me.God's like a guy whose love for a girl is not reciprocated.only when i reciprocate God's love will I have a relationship with Him and having Him 'on my side'.

prelims have passed so quickly.got another 3 papers to go.suddenly im so scared of getting back my results on the 8th.but i want to thank God even if the results are not that fantastic.there must be a reason behind it.yup!

i find my behaviour so weird and unacceptable lately.im so disgusted with myself.must change.wisdom!!!!!

things to do after my prelims:
play!(:
exercise!
organise stuffs.va,school
sleep

continue studying!

2008-08-01T19:37:00.003+08:00

something was wrong with this blog don know how many days ago and now its ok!hahaha.crazy technology.my hp something wrong now.lag lag lag.argh.still prefer sony soooo much but i think nokia gets jealous.so its rebelling.must like nokia then maybe it will be guai.i don like sending things for repair.boo.its too depressing hahahahhaahaha.

craziness.prelims are in ten days.what a nice number.TEN!
wohaha ten days.but its okay chrysan is a child loved by God and He always helps me out.ehhhh.not that i don study leh.hahaha.you get what i mean(:

hahaha.table partner is really funnying me out.oh did i mention she's my sqmate?hahahaha.you know,she never eats sweets and like me,we like to eat SOME spicy food but need to have rivers beside us.(:

like to eat spicy but cant take chilli.--------don worry,i understand(:

im losing my friends one by one.i think.
did i do something wrong?hrumph.

2008-07-25T20:11:00.009+08:00

super long since i blogged rraggh.RHD was on monday but it was quite boring.hahaha.but stumbling around in a sari was fun.quite.haha.and it was a half day!heh.feel quite cheated.i mean RHD's all about wearing your costume and walking about and having lessons for THE WHOLE DAY what.eeyer.but a half day's good cos its slack.hrumphh.just what am i saying!

happy birthday shufen!!(:

happy birthday kor!!(:

pictures!

garfield!(:

haopengyou!!!(:

alethea!!!!(:

classy!4i is LOVE!

and others but too long and im lazy.hahaha.so thats my last RHD and wearing a sari is really really fun.thanks to rohini, i've got a nice pretty sari to wear.wheeee

now the work comes):

2008-06-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

POP! ( passing out parade )
seriously cant believe sirius has passed out already.like one moment ago we were this bunch of sec ones who ALWAYS got into trouble every parade.the pumpings.apts.changing parades.now fridays will be unbelievably free.how how anyone wanna date me?(:hahaha.

np life is exciting lahh.cant deny that.wah i remember i was so damn stressed over parades every friday that i wun have the appetite to eat lunch.and the last periods of the day would always be heart thumping.haha.it was scary then but it was good for us.the best thing that every happened to me in np was npdp and entertaining sqmates.at least sirius loves to PLAY!and the long bugging problem in us sort of disappeared after some compromise.heh.yay!

so today we passed out.and gave/received loads of presents.thank you SIRIUS,perseus,nike and phoenix.thank you for the efforts heh.i really appreciate it(:

hur.so tired but nap on the bus was good(:short but refreshing yay yay yay.ehh im really sleepy.pictures when i get them lor.heh.

2008-06-17T20:39:00.002+08:00

i forgot to give kor the credit as a referee for saturday's captain's ball!!!!!!tsk me.

2008-06-12T17:27:00.002+08:00

*laughs*(:

whoa.saturday was darn awesome.hahahaha.and all because sherwyn was being the damn zai defender.defending at least 30 balls and of cause there's michael who can jump amazingly high,james liew who can catch the many balls(unlike me)and my lovely lovely friends,eunice and debbie!yay.hahaha.
so we lost in the first game and felt so demoralised.HEH,but most of us went just wanting to play and not get thrashed tooooo badly.but hey we picked up in the second game and the third and dadadad.i learnt something.which is not to look down on your team no matter what.cos confidence can make a win.so we are no noob team.we're good.hahaha.but i must still apologise for being so clumsy and unable to catch the throws in some matches.esp the sports school.sorry!!!
hahaha.the 1st on the medal just feels damn weird but our team deserves it.since ****** ****** was just being irritating.lalala.

hahaha.dinner was just funny lahh.mueh.cos i was just being dumb and suffering from parallex error.hahaha.funny stupid thing i did.HAHAHAAH lol i just recalled what hannah ming hui and i were doing on the train back home.

so much for bouncing back.

lol.its seriously so funny.or im easily amused.here's what happened ya
cos of our super tired legs,we decided to bounce back from marina bay so as to get ourselves seats and sleep.the train moved and first stop,raffles place.pple came in then this elderly couple caught the eyes of hannah and i.(since minghui was sleeping)and we were like contemplating giving up our seats for them.but they were pretty far away so we didn't.then at city hall,passengers just piled in like like like water?haha.okay so this mother carrying her adorable chubby(fat)son who looks like 1 to 2 years old came in.and because she looked so 辛苦trying to carry her son and stand,i got up and gave her my seat.then minghui got up to give her other kid the seat.so hannah's left sitting.this made her like don dare to sleep lahh.like looking for someone she can give her seat to also.at this point in time,while minghui and i were like trying to sleep standing,the mother got up with her kids and ALIGHTED!like one stop only.ONE.hahaha.SO we sat back down.happy ending(:

okay now that im reading it again.its not so funny.but live,its funny. :D

im so happy for brother.his 3 friends accepted God!(:his friends are so friendly and nice.if only some of the people i know can be as nice and thoughtful as them.haha.

what kind of girl are you? (am i?)
idk.

2008-06-04T22:09:00.003+08:00

seems so long since i blogged.haven been spending my time productively.slacking wayyyy too much.rraaggh,got to get the play thing out of me.bleh.

mob team leaving friday.reminds me soo much of our mob team.cant see the full set of photos until now which is damn sad but thank God i still have the photos in my camera to look at!(:

my heart is aching from missing the kids!!the sunrise,sunsets,food,cleaning the toilets,windows.hurhur

i miss!

hrumph.blogger takes so long to upload!boo

stuffs to talk about.camping with family,leaders retreat.but im lazy now.heh so another day if i remember or bother.im so excited for sports extreme cos my friends are so on!whoo((:lalallalala

2008-05-22T20:55:00.004+08:00

argh argh argh x-country tomorrow and i feel fat and unfit to run that 3.5km.hahaha.ya its ONLY 3.5km.kor ran don know how many times that distance.heh!but the thing is sometimes i run 2.4 i want to die le.how how?blading's so much more fun.

see what i spend my time on?hahaha((:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B7schYcMTqU&NR=1

2008-05-18T17:51:00.002+08:00

got my results back and on the whole they are not exactly fantastic.i deproved more than improve.bad bad.must study even harder now.ARGH

english: i cant remember!(C5 OR C6)
HMT : 68 (B3)
emath : 85 (A1)
amath : 70 (A2)
ss lit : 64 (B4)
geog : 64 (B4)
chem : 35 (F9)
bio : 53 (C6)

ahhhhh.chem!i said i wanted an A1.and now im A1 from the bottom.sucks like mad.i worked hard!but i feel dumb to sit there and cry over my F9.really got to consider dropping to combined science.hm.so disappointing.sorry mr kang.i know you put in effort to try and help me.lets see how this june goes,study!bio was so funny.i was freaking out on first may like mad cos din study finish but thank God the paper was manageable and i passed.hahaha.really happy but chem.bleh.

humanities are like irritating.miss one mark to a B3!!!!argh argh argh.hate this kind of thing.but still i thank God that overall i failed one subject and though it was a horrible fail, i know i can definitely do better.yup yup(:

sec 3s' NCO camp over.felt like i was in jail for eternity(being facilitators as they put it)now i understand why some in prison can go crazy.cos i almost went crazy during the past 2 days.there was seriously nothing to do lahh.after acting as cadets for campcraft MOI,then we were free until dinner.then free until rope obs lecture.den free until the next day.after breakfast,free until rope obs practical.then lunch then slack AGAIN.this time for 4hours until about 5pm.then we got busy.so during all the free times,we played every game possible,took naps.basically we slacked until we got sick of slacking.and we were confined!argh.but games were fun.i have never slept so much during a camp.np camp.heh.first and last lor.

(:

2008-05-09T21:20:00.002+08:00

its back to school and come to think about it,i miss school.hahaha.life's like that,when you have it,you hate it.when you lose it,you realise how much its actually part of your life.doesn't tt sound so clever of me.hahahahah.no no joking.

wednesday:went to school for np day.but wet weather,i basically just went for sedia and senang diri.woah.chor sian.after that went to alethea's house to play.couldn't go swimming due to circumstances and so we baked!hahaha.cookies are not bad and nice for people like us.haha.and we made cheese macaroni.nice!(:the cheese ooozes out when you bite!it was so fun!hahaha.yup yup let's do it again alethea!(:

YESTERDAY
had the crpp survey thingy.i did english.heh.not very impt.its what happens before that makes me happy(:
you see this was what happened.on wed,gail called me to ask me if i could reach school earlier to teach her chem.which is very weird but i agreed.and so i went to school yesterday at 1130.she was supposed to wait for me at the foyer but when i reached,she wasn't there.heh.instead i ran into debbie who told me she was looking for gail and the rest as well.something like they had called her to meet them at 1130 to play ball.and i was supposed to play ball as well.chor funny.so we stood there and eunice came down with rebecca.talk talk talk on the phone but dint talk to debbie and i.so debbie and i thought they were pranking us or smthing.shorten the story,they finally got us to go up to class and once we reached the class,there were like 12 people inside with one row of 16cupcakes.a candle on each cupcake.then happy birthday song.reason being debbie's 4th may,im 1st may.so nice of them right.i was super touched.they gave me like oranges and this orange pencil case.chock!and HAOPENGYOU!thankyou so much!:D

thankyou to
eunice,rebecca,alethea,delfi,cherylkoh,jasmine,jessica,gail,theresa,HAOPENGYOU!,rachel,rohini and i hope i din miss anybody out!

but after the survey and fun came work.seems like we've got to facilitate the sec3 NCO camp.heh!facilitate's just a nice word.in reality,its just slack in front of campers,saigang 10X behind their backs.next week's going to be solid packed and im not looking forward to it at all :( the camp's stealing my break:(

so now got to cont doing admin stuffs.whheee.lets go!(:

2008-05-06T20:27:00.002+08:00

today is the day i officially end mid years.haha!but actually i already playing the moment bio ended.heh.bad bad.now i feel so unproductive.just sitting at the comp and blogging.rotting away.tsktsk me.nvm play first worry later.results will be back SOON.and i'll probably have to get back to books.hrumph.

so after lit paper today(1030),went with cca mates to kallang leisure park.to kill time cos we had to get back by 2.15 for np day rehearsal.ate kfc!((:my love and then watched nim's island.quite nice.and we were like the only ones in the theatre.so we could laugh however loud we wanted.the flying lizards were so funny!like they made faces when they flew to attack the intruders.the writer alex rover who has like OCD.fights with imaginary friend.chor funny.hannah should watch the show maybe she wun be scared of lizards anymore!(:

headed back to school and that feeling's just crappy.like play already want to go home,end up still got rehearsal.the speech is super long!and its been so long since i had to stand there so still for ages.hahaha.im starting to whine.but anyway,cca pple sang birthday song for me which was really nice of them.heh.appreciated it(:

i guess we cannot go back to how we were in sec one.but i enjoy this kind of once in a while going out.tiring but fun.i might be sad on POP after all...

2008-05-05T16:03:00.003+08:00

i suddenly realised that church camp this year is in sunway lagoon!hurhur.sunway lagoon leh.i want i want to go.argh argh argh.i want to sit the chor long long slide!!why must clash with extra lessons leh.boo!
maipenrai.i shall go at the end of the year.can go with samuel and friends(:its been so long since we had fun together.2years?sad but wheeee!(:cannot wait!hahaha.im thinking of play too much!

ah.i was recalling homerun camp.my first tm camp heh.and i think it was the most fun(:yup and i was recalling the outreach.captain's ball.hahaha.we were like getting threshed.quite funny.i remember the match was us against the cat high boys and ps dave had to be our defender if not we will lose something like 100:0?hahaha.obviously 0 will be us lor.the referee was the funniest.but i just cannot remember who's the referee leh.he was like cedar ball.daniel and friends ball.cedar ball.cedar ball.but tt time i din know alot of yfers so i don know that referee.hahaha.i wonder if hannah remembers.i found him chor amusing.

hairspray is my friend!hahahaha.its such a happy show.heh.i watched it like 15to 20 times?eh heh.should have been studying but just couldn't get tired of the show!love the songs((:!shall get jessica to drama the songs with me in between classes.relieve that stress!heh(:

Once i was a selfish fool
Who never understood
never looked inside myself
Though on the outside, i looked good!
Then we met and you made me
The man i am today
Tracy, i'm in love with you
No matter what you weigh
'Cause...

Without love
Life is like the seasons with
No summer
Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without
A drummer
Tracy, i'll be yours forever
'Cause I never wanna be
Without love
Tracy, never set me free
No, i ain't lyin'
Never set me free, Tracy,
No, no, no!!

Living in the ghetto
Black is everywhere ya go
Who'd 've thought i'd love a girl
With skin as white as winter's snow

In my ivory tower
Life was just a hostess snack
But now i've tasted chocolate
And i'm never going back

'Cause without love
Life is like a beat that you can't follow
Without love
Life is doris day at the Apollo
Darling, i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love
So darlin never set me free

Oh, I'm yours forever
Never set me free

No, no, no!

If i'm left without my babydoll
I don't kno wat ill do

Link, i've got to break out
So that i can get my hands on you

And girl, if i can't touch you
i'm gonna lose control

Seaweed, you're my black white knight
I've found my blue-eyed soul!

Sweet freedom is our goal

Trace, i wanna kiss ya!

Let me out at the next toll

'Cause without love

Life is like a prom that won't invite us

Without love

Life's getting my big break and laryngitis

Without love

Life's a '45' when you can't buy it

Without love

Life is like my mother on a diet

Like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"
Darlin i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love
now you've captured me
without love
I surrender happily
without love
Seaweed never set me free
no no no
I ain't lying
never set me free
no no no
no i don't wanna live
without love
Darlin you have best believed me,
never leave me
without love

2008-05-04T19:56:00.003+08:00

heh.so my birthday came and went.quite sad that i had to study the whole day through and feel demoralised but mummy papa yiyi and dexter made it better.heh.boy drew a portrait of me!proud of him(:mummy wrapped all the presents like individually so i can have the thrill of opening,hahaha.cos i just like the unwrapping part. :D and of cos the stuff inside.

YAY.the smses made my day though studying ruined it.hur

kor.the slippers are very nice,i like!(:hannah says it is very me(:thankyou!
and of cos thankyou hui ru,sherwyn and eliel(:

yup.and off to study for lit!

2008-04-30T18:53:00.002+08:00

whoa.im actually using the comp.chor amazing.

4papers down.3more to go!A math and bio on friday.feel so guilty for bio but i'll do my best.hur

today,chem and geog.chem was terribly disappointing.the distinction i want is probably gone.now i only hope to pass.feel as though i studied so hard for nothing.argh argh argh!):
but geog was pretty good i guess.like i was quite happy doing it.eweuph geog's finally over!!
but that happy feeling din last cos i came down from that cloud real quick.suddenly felt damn damn lonely.hur

): i don want tmr to come.im somebody with no ~~birthday~~ this year.

im sorry if my blog doesn't have the substance you are looking for.because in my blog,im looking for myself.

2008-04-21T21:26:00.002+08:00

im dying

from school

from my horrible digestive system

from the other bitsy stuffs that never fail to bug me

i know the stuff that i face now is nothing comparable to those facing the higher up stuffs.but i so desperately want to whine and cry and SCREAM.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(

2008-04-19T22:48:00.002+08:00

i seriously should have more wisdom.if only wisdom is grown on trees and can be plucked off whenever needed.but reality is always cruel.ain't it?nvm.i shall ask God for it.He will give it to me cos im the apple of His eye.

i was thinking of how is it like to boil a cockroach alive.how it will be like if i really got knocked down by that daydreaming driver yesterday.how did batman become batman?did he get bitten by a bat?hahaha.randomnessss.

okay!off to do admin stuffs.

life isn't about you chrysan...

2008-04-15T21:06:00.002+08:00

okay.i know.im one of those who failed the e math test.sorry for disappointing you,mrs chia.i did study!hrumph.

i miss mummy bat and baby.

2008-04-11T21:19:00.002+08:00

I want a PSP!
hahaha.ya.i want it.but i have done nothing to deserve it.im just screwing things up in everything i do.hrumph.

anw on wed we had this leadership training thingy.which was like learning through playing games.the skipping consecutive was fun.my group did 16!!!!6 of us jumped 16times.yay.and its not one then stop.but really really consecutive!heh.the water pipe game was so fun!we were so extreme.getting ourselves all wet and smelly.but it was fun.wun mind doing it again since its part of school time and don need to have lessons.

ugh,i feel mushed.

2008-04-05T22:53:00.002+08:00

just came back from MTT.feel that inadequacy(don know spell correctly anot) again.this is terrible.but ah wells.heh.i shall try and put in my very best!so don see me no up!

recently got alot of cats and dogs coming to my house.like they will come outside my gate and try to come in.but they nvr succeed.hahahaha!but the dog really very cute.i like leh.

saturday's gone.cant go church.need to complete my ice kachang amount of work.ARGH.mid year's are coming in like 2weeks.school is crazy.i feel so suffocated but thats life heh.life just sucks for the next 6months.what to do.now i got to forget the day i turn 16.so i'll be happier.but anyways i have God!so im a very happy person!just let me whine and i'll be fine((((:

lalalalala.im going to get an A1 for chem.watch and see!((:

2008-03-31T18:56:00.005+08:00

i should be doing my homework.heh.but 10minutes to blog wun really kill ((:

giselle in the park on friday was nice.the company i had with me made it nicer(:been so long since i went to fort canning also.the whole show has no dialogue and i understood the story!hahaha.i so clever.heh.ok lah credits to the booklet they gave out.the story's quite sweet but the dancers are so skinny!so scary!they are like stick people.argh.there was like a 20minutes interval between act one and act two.so we took loads of photos.BUT since i came from parade,i had no camera.all photos with my friend and im lazy.i think im weird cos everyone said it was boring but i really wouldn't mind watching the play again((:star watching was nice when it got that bit boring.

saturday.meet the parents.hahahaha,i promised mr kang distinction for chem MYE.craziness.why did i do that lahh.BUT again,i do want an A1 for my chem.who wouldn't?i want 6 points.who wouldn't?haha.tm and went to tai keng or keng tai gardens for cell group.most fun cg time i ever had.it was so crazy.my sleepiness just went away.poof!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY GLADYS!((:

2008-03-21T22:59:00.002+08:00

there's something wrong with me but i don know what.hahaha.need to go find out what exactly is it.heh.

got my retainers.its so pretty.AND ITS IN AN ORANGE BOX!HAHAHA!but wearing it like putting dentures on.chor funny.cannot wear and eat,must wash and brush every night,wear 24hours for first 6months unless eating or brushing teeth...so many troublesome things to follow.so tough for me to eat my junk food now.mouth itchy cannot entertain it.whoa i will lose weight this way!talking's such a chore now cos i talk funny.tiring to repeat myself all the time yknow.

hey you.even if you won't credit me,i kind of don care.but don have to treat me as transparent right?

2008-03-14T21:09:00.003+08:00

let me tell you a story.

there was once this commando who was fighting a war.In one of the battles,his army was defeated and they had to retreat.The commando led his army to a cave and did a head count.but one man was missing.the commando wanted to go back out into the field to look for his missing soldier but the rest of his army discouraged him.they said it was better for a soldier to die than the commando.

the commando could not be dissuaded.so he left the cave to look for his soldier.he found him,and carried him back to the cave.by now,the enemies were very much close by.as the commando lowered the missing soldier into the cave,just at the last moment, the enemies fired a shot at the commando and he died.

this was a young,capable commando.he was the only son and had an absolutely bright future.many years later,the commando's parents held a party to commemorate their son.They invited their son's army and were hoping that the soldier that their son had saved and died for would turn up.

hours passed.being a poor family, the place they rented required them to leave.that soldier did not appear.as everyone prepared to leave,a drunk,messy looking man appeared.he stank and was absolutely disgusting.he took drugs and had mucus running down his nose.while everyone stared,this man just said,'sorry.came late.hey there.good son you brought up.im here cos of him.heh'

that night,the commando's parents just sat in their room.

after a while,the mother hugged her husband and cried,'it wasn't worth it.it wasn't worth it!our son died for that trash!'

you know what.we are all trash.like that soldier.the commando sacrificed his life just to save him,but he turned out to be rubbish!we are as disgusting as that soldier.I AM.YOU TOO.
God sent his ONLY Son to die for us.we are dirty but Jesus died for us so that we will no longer be trash in God's sight.are you able to do that?

nobody told you that you need to do loads of charity to get up to heaven.nobody told you that you need to sacrifice loads of stuff so that you can have blessings!the only thing that we all should do is to acknowledge what God has done for us.to acknowledge that God was willing to sacrifice His Son so that we might get up to heaven.because our horrible selves DO NOT DESERVE to go to heaven.

maybe you don like what im saying.but i can don bother telling you all these.i can jolly well just don care!im not doing this cos i want one more christian in this world.not because i want one more person in my church.its all because i want you to know for yourself who saved you.this daddy that you will get,the relationship you'll have with Him,is far far far better than the BGRs you have.

acknowledge HIM.i really cant think of any reason why you should not.

tag me if you want to know this cool Dad that i have.don be shy!(:

2008-03-14T09:08:00.005+08:00

eeyer.i not emo lahh.tsktsk.like nothing to talk about also cos i forget chor easily.heh.

moomoo!

he's made of chalk and can be found on my table in old cedar.miss it alot alot.hahahaha.((:

Packing to move to old VS!hahaha.some random photo that i found in my phone(:

im inside!(((:

'you laughed?'

goodbye breadvan.i'll miss you plentys.

2008-03-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

this blog is dying.doesn't seem to have any point to continue updating.

2008-02-29T13:09:00.002+08:00

okay,this is the 60th post.hahaha
AND im trying to multi task here by blogging and doing my ban yue ji.before i go on,i must complain about something.

PLANE GEOMETRY SUCKS.ITS THE MOST IRRITATING TOPIC ON PLANET EARTH.WHATS WITH PROVING THIS AND THAT LAHH.SERIOUSLY.SOMEONE TELL ME HOW CAN IT HELP ME IN MY FUTURE?!

okay.ah.im sooo proud of myself.its something stupid to be proud of but im still proud of myself.heh.i walked from riverwalk to bras basah(i think i spell wrong heh)complex all by myself.(((:so smart right.okay lah.i know ten thousand other pple can do that also but be nice and say im good.

on a sadder note,i have just realised how unwise im in handling stuffs.but i'll keep trying.i will.

2008-02-20T18:46:00.002+08:00

ahh.let's talk about something almost a week ago heh.valentines day.heh.good day good day.excuse to slack.teacher wun be so strict.got so many presents!((:haha.but anyways its just loads of chocolates,sweets,roses,cards,funny toys.haha.and only girls schools have such happening stuffs!hahaha.
but there's not much meaning to it also.when love's in the air and whatever lah.hahaha.nvm.still a very fun day.SHARE THE LOVE(:

but now school's back to normal and things get sian again.i even dream of school can.hahaha.thought mr fishball came to teach us maths one day and he was like telling us all his rules,when suddenly he talked about rememdial on SUNDAY.woah.big shock lahh.sunday remedial.i went 'something wrong' then he turned around and gave this really weird smile.it was a BIG smile.like his mouth din seem to be proportional to his face,way bigger.eeyer.hahaha.then i woke up.
if that dream came true,i'll just die.craziness.

ahh.why didn't my brother give me anything like danial loke?

2008-02-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

so bored.i hate that feeling yknow.actually there are things for me to go do and accomplish like studying but who wants to study on a long long long weekend?!sianified.tv is boring me already.

arghh,im dying for someone who will just listen to me.don give me a sian face.just sit there be nice listen to me so i'll feel better.heh.very selfish right.hrumph.

you know something?someone wants to beat me up and make me disappear from the face of this planet.

what have i done?

2008-02-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

yay.its tuesday(:finally.tmr's a half day and then thurs fri no school!wheee.im still very excited though i know i'll probably be very bored at home.people coming will only be people like twice thrice my age.boo.tv and my books shall be my good friends.

cedar npcc unit has clinched gold again.hahaha.well done well done.3more golds to 10 golds in a row!jiayou.we shall be the best girls unit in singapore.yup!

oh!today i saw this little girl in a snow white dress.those wear to sleep kind yknow.reminded me soooo much of nong nat,nong krong and liuda.miss them soooo much.mobmobmob.i miss mob.miss mob like crap.

happy 14th birthday!we love you!
<3>

its still on my board.(:

2008-02-03T13:18:00.000+08:00

whoa,one month gone.one month nearer to mid yr exams and Os.the way time passes is so disgusting and scary.tsk

last sunday went to shze hui's house to surprise her.so funny lahh.and her house is like some palace.like the princess' mother's house in Thailand.gym,swimming pool,movie theatre.wah its everything.heh.huge house.chor nice.HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHZEHUI!(:

went to shufen's house yesterday for dinner.she cooked(:haha,the tofu was super nice.then after dinner we had our memory verses test,darn entertaining.we were all doing last minute memorising which didn't really work.jolene and tiffany was the best.they had most of the verses correct.heh.issy was like coming out with her own verses.dinosaurs and birds all loved the Lord.wahahaha.laughed like anything.going to miss shufen.cg will surely be different without her ):

MOB PHOTOS!i cannot see.3 cds already and all my comp cannot read.my comp really got problem ): chor siad.miss MOB so freaking much.

26th

2008-01-26T10:12:00.000+08:00

im becoming so paranoid.this is bad.if this goes on,i will be the most irritating person on planet earth.cannot.i shall stop being paranoid.yes.there's nothing to be scared of anyway.

im getting so unfit.and arm power also so slack.jogging sessions in cedar have also be scraped.napfa i die already.argh.and i need to grow taller so i have a plan(:go swimming every thursday evening.everytime swim 25laps i think can grow lah hor.heh.armpower i do 30 pumpings for a start.so long din do already.no stamina.i feel like a weakling.HURMPH.

all study and no play will make me fat.

24th jan 08

2008-01-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

school's been so boring and dry.argh.ohhhhhh.but this week there's something different heh.yknow last friday went for ignite.then after the first session right.i received smses on a bible study group every wednesday morning.cool stuffs.yup.went to school feeling all nicely filled to take my school for God and comes wednesday!i thought it was a joke lahh but people really came.so amazing!and we prayed, read the bible and talked.decided on a few stuffs and thats our first session.the next one will be next tuesday recess.how exciting ahah.((:

and then and then and then today!oh what an exciting day.seniors come back walk around the school and make a lot of noise.how considerate.hrumph.second last period was chinese so while teacher talk we were all freaking out.heh.you know this kind of thing also got peer influence.one freaks out, the next person also then soon the whole class will be like super paranoid.yes yes cedar's class 07 did well and the pressure's on class 08.crazy.im already crazy lahh with all the further trigo blah blah.

oh back to the freaking out.gail grabbed my shirt and pulled so hard lahh.then i was already the next to go see my result.scared like mad but its really peer influences.boo.i was very calm throughout the day ok!heh.ahh.

yay so tomorrow will be a half day for us since class 07 did us proud.seriously cant they just give us full day off!hrumph.nvm better than NOTHING anyways.i so badly want to go out and play.studies is going to rule my life soon.yucks.i don want.i don want!!!!

2008-01-09T20:57:00.000+08:00

im so tired.loads of stuffs to do.loads of stuffs to think about.i don want to think about those things.its only the second week of school.maybe i should learn to relax a little.mid year exams in april-may.can just imagine myself mug so hard i go crazy.or maybe im crazy.

taking squad on friday.hopefully i have the energy enough to go lead and have fun with them.argh,jiayou!

nobody comes here already.boo

2008-01-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

its the first day of school

stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress.

cry.i don even understand myself.don even understand whats wrong with me.i feel so unwanted, so unloved.not that papa mummy don love me.they love me alot.but i just feel unwanted.where's God when i feel like that.I know He's there but i cant feel Him.i miss mob.i miss the smiles of the kids.they are so sincere and real.unlike what i see here.argh.maybe its just the stress getting to me.i will overcome.i will.jiayou chrysan.

2008-01-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

just cant believe its the first of jan today!like 2007 is gone.wah the way time flies scares me.school tomorrow school tomorrow.eeeyer.still in holiday mode.this is bad.very bad.im starting to feel the pressure somehow ): all the o levels and stuff.im looking forward to saturday and sunday already.hm.countdown party.went to fen's house.hahaha.i expected steamboat to be kind of messy but it wasn't!so orderly heh.countdown was fun and sleepy.ah.claudia and i fell asleep right.den i felt someone cover sleeping bag for us.or maybe it was only for claudia.ah.feel damn bad now.cos if it was meant for claudia only den i so dodo go and share with her.argh.my post is so all over the place.aiya this photo so nice right!(:

my love!

boxing day 26thdec!

2007-12-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

what an exciting day i tell you!hahaha.papa brought brother and I go play badminton.then then then right.too windy SO we decided to go back and get the kites.nice day to fly our kites.super windy lahh.brother's kite went high high high!like way above the hdb blocks.then the string like super heavy cos of the wind.hold already very scary.or maybe its just me lahh.but damn fun.okay,here comes the entertaining part.the string SNAPPED!oh wow how entertaining.but you see ah the kite fly fly fly super high lahh.so it drifted drifted and i thought i saw it land on the roof.but when i ran all the way there hoping that it fell to the bottom of the block,there was nothing lahh.made me so sad.thought it was the last time i would ever see that kite.then brother and dad came and they saw it flying!so cool right.it fly fly fly until the block facing the main road.and it just kept flying super high up.we follow follow and finally just sat down to wait for it to come down.but who knows this kite so zai,can just stay up there.when it looked like it was coming down,it went up again.pek chek lahh!actually what amused me was the fact that it was flying so high without anyone controlling and could go down go up somemore.go right go left.so we waited and waited and waited.haha.and a miracle occurred!hahaha.the kite just fell and we ran to look for it.argh it fell into the canal lahh.and the string was like caught in a tree and someone's window.got brother to run home and get dad back.why cos dad decided he would go get binoculars to look for the kite and string.but he ended up eating dinner.how irritating but oh well.end?we got the kite back.kite had such an adventure and it is now sitting in the cupboard with all my dad's funny thingys.yup.so longwinded right.haha.

2007-12-23T19:02:00.000+08:00

hello world,im back from MOB!got miss me?((:

if people were to ask me,'so how was mob?',i'll prob say something like good,fun.AWESOME!(:heh.i can tell you in detail what happened during the first few days.but the last few days little bit tough cos i gave up on writing my journal faithfully.

first,brief summary.our life there is super healthy.sleep early,wake up early,plenty of veggges and fruits.pace of life is slow.but enjoyable.i like(:relaxed,peaceful,simple.i want go back there now.coming back,cough and now,voice like crap.but the experience was great!

DAY ONE(from journal):

day is finally here.woke up at 5am.earliest that i woke up during the holidays so far.6.15 reach airport.lots of yfers were there to send us off.haha.hannah was late but she made it(:heh.checked in our big big baggages, talked to yfers, photo-ed,prayed and in we go!TG402,8.10am.to bangkok.wah.blocked nose on plane.super 辛苦.oh.breakfast was nice,the fish chor nice.chicken sausage also not bad,heh.argh.transit 4hours at bangkok.no joke okok.horrible.nothing much to do while waiting.play cards,sleep,walk around,photo-ed,snacking.yup.bel and hui super funny lahh.they are the best.photoed with them like mad.travellator,advertisments,cardboard stewardess,child maniquins.but we sort of got scolded for taking picture with the maniquin.haha.but that guy who stopped us smiled like anything lahh.make the 3 of us laugh.ok so finally we boarded our domestic flight to chiangrai.aunty nellie and the hostel father were there to pick us up.pii sujian.sat in this truck to MOC.had so much fun cos its a fresh idea to travel in a truck.super windy.sang songs on our way and photoed,again.when we reached MOC,this fluffy white dog eh,started chasing the truck.His name is snow.but he's a dirty boy.when the truck stopped,he jumped on lahh.HAHA.he's a good dog.loves company and getting pampered.i don mind a dog like him!obedient.most of the time i guess.heh.had the ice cold bath.hahaha.squatting while showering.heh.trembling like mad.plus the stupid flu.felt like a troublesome brat.first day sick already.after dinner, we had intros to the kids,did the chewing gum skit and a game.fire hunter earthquake.i think they din understand the game cos whatever is shouted, the whole room just moves.hahaha.but as far as the kids enjoy,its ok.oh let me elaborate on dinner.i never ate so many vegetables at a go.home grown long beans.chor nice!mega fresh fish.cool stuffs.had debrief and then bedtime(:

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2007-12-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

ah.4 days goes past in a flash.over the top has been awesome(:heh.feel refreshed and ready for MOB!hahaha.what a relief to be able to come home knowing that i have no homework to chiong.so shiok lahh.(:i feel proud of dexter.haha.let me tell you why.camp comm,then he received tongues then then then today at lunch right,the camp comm peeps serving lunch told me how mature,funny and sensible he is!hahahhahahahhah.so proud of him.oh and jiajun and junhao so nice lahh.come and wish me good luck for MOB.even my own friends never wish me can.hahaha.such a simple thing i already so touched but they really so nice(:poor junhao cant find his shoes he must be really upset.plus he broke his specs!MOB is in 3 days!cool stuffs so exciting.lets go!